On edge

I am totally on edge and have been for a few days now. It is full moon tomorrow night and I am waiting to see what my daughter will do this time. Because she will do something. I white light and white light, try to stay calm, nothing helps. My heart races. And I am on edge tonight because for she has one of my granddaughters sleeping over for the first time. Tonight would not be a good night for her to lose control.

She has had a few beers and I gather she has now stopped drinking but she is in that fraught mood where she considers everyone idiots. I hope she has gone to sleep and tomorrow my granddaughter will go home and at least won't be around.

This is ridiculous, I spent years being terrified because the dickhead went off his brain pretty well every full moon, and now it just goes on and on, only now it is my daughter.