There you go

Start to get going and bam! There is no way I provide any support, either financial or emotional. Lots of f word. Getting very tired of it all really. Just keep battling, year after fucking year. Always alone even when I had a husband I was alone, and I had to provide all the support, never any for me. I am having a whinge because I am so tired of it all. Have been crying which is not normal for me and I told my other self to piss off because her support is useless.

Hysterical that this post can't be saved. Like the one time I rang Lifeline and ended up counselling the counsellor! for an hour!